Dear Beautiful Individual,
Thank you for taking the time to quickly glance at this, or actually read it! Either or is good with me, and to those who skip my post entirely; thats okay too.Today I had my orientation for University, and at OCADU they like to refer to it as the big “O-Day!” It was alright, I got my courses all straightened out, I met a couple people who weren’t even first years, received some incredible benefits with my student card, and was allowed to experience sitting down with my fellow 2018 graduates and actually seeing all my hard work become a reality.
I couldn’t be more proud of myself for turning my life around, and getting to where I stand today; my own apartment in Toronto, University, Volunteering with Pride Toronto here and there and eventually getting a paid position with them. All my doctors are going through my school and I’m getting myself on track and I couldn’t be more pleased with what I have.
There is just one aspect of my life that is taring me apart day in and day out. I really don’t know what to do anymore, other than I will keep working at whatever is thrown at me, because it is worth it in the end; but I guess, just a little part of me is broken.
Sorry Tumblr, I just needed to rant. Maybe it’s all a crock-of-shit, because I haven’t slept in a few days… Who really knows right?
Tonight I kick back with Bubbles the Bong, N64, my kitty Raja, and hopefully if I can build up an appetite; I will eat.
Sorry for the bullshit post, needed to get anything out of my system. To be honest; if I just sat here and tried to puke - and succeeded, that would classify in my books as getting something out of my system. To overwhelmed, time to kick it.
I’ll reach out to you all soon again, but until then always remember…
"Life is simple. Life is hard and yeah, life is fun. So enjoy the things around you, before your life is done."
- Classified (All About You)
#Lucid Conceptions [09.02.2014]