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  • AnonymousYour life seems complicated and confusing. Hope your doing well. I truly mean that
  • It is. Literally I just want to be happy, and have someone happy with me. I feel like I’ve fucked up everything that could potentially make me happy or anything. I feel like a huge fuck up. But thanks. I hope you’re doing alright too annon.

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  • 1 day ago

Updated Release

I’m sorry these rants are becoming more frequent than normal but I don’t know what else to do. If I bottle up, it changes my person. If I release, I could potentially loose them from my life. I had an amazing night with her, I ended up holding her to sleep while I tried to cry quietly so no one could hear. I’m breaking all my rules to be with her and to keep her happy. I really want it to work. I’m going to keep pushing and providing all that she needs and wants, I will be okay with just knowing she is happy and getting all she needs and more. Maybe I just don’t have the potential to be 100% happy anymore, maybe I am broken? I just want things to work out and to keep seeing her smile and laugh. I want to keep following through and providing her with everything she wants and more. She’s my everything, even if I may not be hers. I will be by her side through everything, regardless of who I am to her throughout all this. She’s been my one and only forever now, no other girl competes. I will fight until I can no longer fight no more physically and emotionally. Until my body withers away I will always love her and always strive to make her happy, and always, always put her needs and wants before my own 100% 24/7. If it’s what I have to do, it is what needs to be done.

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  • #release #rant #foreverunknownfeeling #willieverbebetter #iloveseeinghersmile #Iwantherforever #iwillworkuntilthedayidie #striveforherhappiness #makemistakesbutmakebiggerchanges #puttingothersfirst
  • 1 day ago
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  • 2 days ago

Updated Release

I’m sorry these rants are becoming more frequent than normal but I don’t know what else to do. If I bottle up, it changes my person. If I release, I could potentially loose them from my life. I had an amazing night with her, I ended up holding her to sleep while I tried to cry quietly so no one could hear. I’m breaking all my rules to be with her and to keep her happy. I really want it to work. I’m going to keep pushing and providing all that she needs and wants, I will be okay with just knowing she is happy and getting all she needs and more. Maybe I just don’t have the potential to be 100% happy anymore, maybe I am broken? I just want things to work out and to keep seeing her smile and laugh. I want to keep following through and providing her with everything she wants and more. She’s my everything, even if I may not be hers. I will be by her side through everything, regardless of who I am to her throughout all this. She’s been my one and only forever now, no other girl competes. I will fight until I can no longer fight no more physically and emotionally. Until my body withers away I will always love her and always strive to make her happy, and always, always put her needs and wants before my own 100% 24/7. If it’s what I have to do, it is what needs to be done.

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  • #release #rant #foreverunknownfeeling #willieverbebetter #iloveseeinghersmile #Iwantherforever #iwillworkuntilthedayidie #striveforherhappiness #makemistakesbutmakebiggerchanges #puttingothersfirst
  • 2 days ago
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  • 3 days ago

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Please, I just want her to be happy and have everything she wants. I’ll do whatever it takes. Even if it means completely ignoring my own personal wants. Even if it means that I need to hurt while she soars in happiness, because in a way I will get a little bit of that happiness just knowing that she is feeling loved, happy, and always in a good place. I don’t want to make it hard for her anymore. I promised not only her, but myself that I would not be the person I was again. I love her so much and I feel like I’m holding on to her by a string. A string hanging above a fire, and I don’t know what else to do to put that fire out; to make her want me like she once did. I haven’t stopped hurting since I last seen her, I just didn’t want to leave her. I know I have a lot to change and fix about myself and I;m working incredibly hard at it. I really hope I don’t loose her. ย I will keep fighting day in and day out for her and her happiness. I know it sounds ridiculous, but I rather be what I am now and have her in my life and see the progression of happiness than not have her in my life at all; because that there is what my complete unhappiness would look like.ย 

jdfnefenfowienfeoinfwofnefwneoifnwifnwefnweof the keys are becoming a little to difficult to read now, and I’m sorry for ranting tumblr. Kind of want to be Dorothy from The Wizard of Oz and tap my red *sneakers (Wizard of Oz REVAMP, lol) and say there is no place like home and end up in my parents bed back at home when I was 5 years old and completely cherish that day, because I never knew how much I would need such a memory so clear to me to get me through the day. I know I will be okay, I know I will be alright, and I know I am extremely happy when I am spending my time that I get with her. Ah fuck I should stfu, again I am sorry for ranting.ย 

Time to fuck off into sleeping pill land, I will talk to you soon Tumblr. Thank you for listening, honestly.ย 

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  • #love #iloveher #shesmyworld #mypanda #iwilldoanything #iwanttomakeherhappy #iwanttomakehersmile #iwanttobehereverythingagain #iwanttosmileinsidenotjustout #hope #onedaysoon #comesnaturally #dontwanttolooseher #foreverinlovewithher #foreverwilldoeverythingandanythingtokeepherhappyandsmiling #sleepingpillland
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  • 4 days ago
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… I get a few hours with her to do homework. I don’t even feel like ย I have anything anymore. I need to stick by it because it is all I will ever get, and she’s the only one I want.ย 

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  • #foreversad
  • 5 days ago
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  • 5 days ago
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This girl doeeeeeeee <3.

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  • 6 days ago
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